Today we’d like to introduce you to Rocky Perez.
Hi Rocky, so excited to have you on the platform. So before we get into questions about your work-life, maybe you can bring our readers up to speed on your story and how you got to where you are today?
I grew up in a quaint town called Coral Springs in south Florida. I am the middle child (yikes!) in a family of 6.
From a very young age, I remember acquiring as much information as possible about the film and television industry and writing it in my binder. I wanted to be fully prepared to move after high school and chase this dream of becoming an actress. I knew about all the reputable agencies, scams, renowned institutions, acting classes, and how some of my favorite actors got to where they are based on their choices and career trajectory.
I’ve been auditioning and working professionally since 2013. To say it’s been an anti-climatic, underwhelming ride would be a lie. Choosing this industry taught me so much about myself, other people, and society at large. In my humble opinion, to be a great actor you have to care, so much that most of your time is spent listening and observing. Our greatest teachers are our day-to-day experiences and relationships.
Now I am an actress, writer, and producer. I didn’t want to wait for the perfect role so I’m writing it. In this overly competitive industry, I don’t think you should wait for anything. I began writing poems when I was younger and moved to narrative work for the past five years. I finished writing my first feature film last year and have a few other projects that I am currently writing. I feel like a newbie trying to grasp the writing industry now but it’s truly exciting and it makes me feel like I have more control over the projects I want to perform in and the stories I want to tell. The feature is about growing up alongside my brother who has Down Syndrome; the script made it to the second round of Sundance Labs and I am continuing to receive feedback and submit it to writing competitions!
I’ve encountered many people who have helped me tremendously. I can recognize that luck has been on my side more often than not. I used to not like networking – I don’t think I’m great at small talk, and I don’t want someone thinking I am only talking to them based on what they can offer me, it used to make me feel so uncomfortable. But recently I’ve found an approach that aligns with me. I look at it as an opportunity to ask fellow creatives what they’re passionate about and what they dream about doing with that passion. Through this, I have found peers who think about me for projects that they think I’d like and vice versa. We have to take care of each other when so much of the industry is gatekept or nepotism.
Learning about the business aspect of acting is crucial and not something they taught me in school. You have to go out of your way to learn these things. Read contracts thoroughly and even if the project is alongside friends, draft and sign everything before pre-production. Some people like to make actors feel like puppets and remind them of their inferiority on the hierarchy of film production. Making the effort to be informed about the legalities of it all will save you time and heartache down the road.
I think it takes an animalistic drive to achieve in this industry. There are many times when I have questioned whether I should keep going. I don’t think it’s a matter of questioning whether you made the right decision though, I think it’s more of what you decide to do and how you move forward after an unfortunate incident or all the rejections. After all, we, artists, are some of the most sensitive people you’ll encounter. It’s difficult to keep going after all the no’s and naysayers. We are expected to remain soft-hearted while presenting an impenetrable outer shell. But if you stay authentic to who you are and your “why” is very clear, nothing will derail you. I’ve had many negative experiences that might have made someone else switch paths but my drive and let’s be real, delusion lol, make me keep going.
I began writing and producing when ideas overwhelmed my brain so much that I had to write them down and see them come to fruition. I’ve hustled so much in the past 10 years and with the effects of Covid-19 and quarantine, I’ve really approached more of an “at my own time” period. I will not rush myself. I have these ideas and begin to vividly imagine them like a film projecting on my studio wall. Once I’ve colored in the imaginary lines, I then feel like I’m ready to type out the scene. And that’s just been the approach that works for me. Look at how long it takes some artists to create their work. James Cameron and Avatar and Avatar 2. SZA’s new album took her around 5 years. Look up artists’ IMDb profiles and see the gap between their jobs. I’m going to take my time and do my best.
Last year, two and I friends received a grant from Dolby Labs and Ghetto Film School to finally create a story I had in the works for years, Take Care Zora. This film is a coming-of-age story about a teenage girl facing the hardships and joys of having to be the primary caretaker to her younger brother who has Down Syndrome. You can watch it here – https://vimeo.com/704689312. Directed by Amy B. Tiong and Antonio Salume, this was in a way a love letter to my younger self, validating what she went through and how I got to where I am now. Reliving parts of this story (some parts are entirely fictional) opened a wound I had carelessly stapled shut and propelled me into my healing journey. This wasn’t my intention when creating this story, I wanted other people who went through similar experiences to feel seen. But inevitably, just like art does, it made me face the harsh realities of my past and my present self. I dove into completing the feature film and this year I plan to speak with producers and financiers to get it made.
I think it’s unrealistic to say anything that sets me apart from others. I know who I am, and what I want and want to put out there and that’s really it. I know that somewhere there’s another girl who looks just like me and acts better than me and I’m rooting for her.
Can you talk to us about how you think about risk?
“If you stay we’ll get you a Jeep Wrangler,” was my dad’s last attempt to get me to stay in Florida. My dream car. I didn’t even think about it. I had already decided years ago that I was going to move after high school. “I’m sorry dad. I love you but I’m off!” And off I went. To New York City. My first years in the city were the toughest of my entire life. NYC will do its best to push you out if you let it. NYC will make sure that you deserve to live here, it’s such a beast.
I think pursuing this career is risk after risk. It’s a blind belief that this is what I was meant to do and that I belong in these rooms. I don’t have a degree in a practical field, I don’t have a job garnering me a very stable life. In return, I get a life that shows me how intricate and complex human design is, I get to see beauty in absolutely everything, and I am weaving in between the present moment and admiring how this could be replicated behind a lens.
After all, the risk is not “making it.” Sacrificing all of this just to stay stagnant or feel left out of Life. That used to give me panic attacks. Until I started enjoying the journey. This journey is so beautiful and alchemizing, it’s truly what life is all about. Yearning for something and trying to make it happen. That’s why I no longer cancel plans to study for an audition, I book out on vacations now so I can thoroughly enjoy it and not feel like I have to be learning lines and setting up for the self-tape; I don’t live in relation to my career whereas I really was 4 years ago. Whatever happens in the end, it was all worth it.
Contact Info:
- Website: https://rockyestperez.wixsite.com/mysite
- Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itsrockyperez/
- Other: https://vimeo.com/704689312
Image Credits
Headshot: Falyn Huang